The previous post is the 300th post. (This blog actually contains 665 posts, but 365 posts of them are imported from my old blogs) I just found out when I tried to find this blogs first post, I need to find that post because its been almost a year, well in ~40 days.

Is 300 special? Well, not really, but in Blogger Dashboard, 300 is the maximum of the number of posts in one page. Thats still not the real reason why I wanted to post.

Since 2/11, I started to have very strong feeling about blogging. Actually, its way more back than that date, probably last September or even from the beginning. I questioned myself why? Why what? I cant even ask with a complete question. Even I had talked about what I wanted to blog in this blog or in my old blogs, but I now see the doubts in me.

I had been reading and analyzing some numbers.

1   Numbers

When I first looked into Google Analytics report, I was aware that most of visitors came via search engines. I wished more people would come from feed or direct or referral. Then, I realized that of course that majority would come from search engine and it actually is a good thing. The reason is a simple, this is a blog. It means you need to have a new content so subscribers will come via feed. If you dont post new stuff, eventually the number of visitors via feed will go down close to zero.

Anyway, I started to focus on returning visitors:

Dimensions: year,week,visitorType,medium
Group by  : year,week
Metrics   : visitors
Filters   : visitorType==Returning Visitor
Sort      : None                                  Date: 2010-08-29 -> 2011-02-26
Limit     : 0                                                               81.0
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2010 36 tttttttRRRReeeee
2010 37 tRRRee
2010 38 tttttttuRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRReeeeeeeeee
2010 39 ttttttttttRRRRRRRRRRRRReeeeeeeeee
2010 40 ttttttttttuuRRRRRRRRRRRRReeeeeeeeeee
2010 41 ttttttttttttttuRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRReeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
2010 42 tttttttttuRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRReeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
2010 43 tttttttttRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRReeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
2010 44 ttttttttttttttRRRRRRRRRRReeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
2010 45 ttttttttttuuRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRReeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
2010 46 tttttttttttuuRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRReeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
2010 47 ttttttttttuRRRRRRRRRRRRRRReeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
2010 48 tttttttttttttuuuuRRRRRRRRRRRRReeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
2010 49 ttttttttttttttttttttttttuRRRRRRRRRRRRReeeeeeeeee
2010 50 ttttttttttuuRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRReeeeeeeeeeeee
2010 51 ttttttttttuRRRRRRRRRRReeeeeeeeee
2010 52 tttttttttttuuRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRReeeeeeeeeee
2010 53 tttttuRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRReeeeeeeeeeeee
2011 01 tttRRRRRee
2011 02 tttttttttuRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRReeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
2011 03 tttttttttttuuuuuRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRReeeeeeeeeee
2011 04 ttttttttttttttttttuuuRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRReeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
2011 05 ttttttttttttttttttuuRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRReeeeeeeeeeeeee
2011 06 tttttttttttuuuuuRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRReeeeeeeeee
2011 07 ttttttttttttttttuuuuRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRReeeeeeeeee
2011 08 tttttttttttttttuuuuRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRReeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
2011 09 tttttttttttuRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRReeeeeeeeeeee
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Total: 1433.0                                                               81.0
Legend:
R Returning Visitor organic, e Returning Visitor referral,
t Returning Visitor (none), u Returning Visitor feed

And the ratio of New vs. Returning

Dimensions: year,visitorType
Group by  : year
Metrics   : visitors
Filters   : None
Sort      : None                                  Date: 2010-08-29 -> 2011-02-26
Limit     : 0                                                             7822.0
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2010 NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNRRRRRR
2011 NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNRRRR
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Total: 12642.0                                                            7822.0
Legend:
N New Visitor, R Returning Visitor

Trying to see something from numbers:

Date  : 2010-08-29 -> 2011-02-26
Filter: None
Sort  : None
Limit : 0

year visitorType       medium   |    visits pageviews  visitors
---------------------------------------------------------------
2010 New Visitor       (none)   |  1386.000  1808.000  1378.000
2010 New Visitor       feed     |    46.000    77.000    48.000
2010 New Visitor       organic  |  3669.000  4620.000  3678.000
2010 New Visitor       referral |  2077.000  2683.000  2076.000
2010 Returning Visitor (none)   |   294.000   487.000   193.000
2010 Returning Visitor feed     |    82.000   148.000    18.000
2010 Returning Visitor organic  |   488.000   821.000   260.000
2010 Returning Visitor referral |   696.000  1213.000   205.000
2011 New Visitor       (none)   |   696.000  1016.000   695.000
2011 New Visitor       feed     |    33.000    73.000    34.000
2011 New Visitor       organic  |  3024.000  3905.000  3030.000
2011 New Visitor       referral |   634.000   941.000   634.000
2011 Returning Visitor (none)   |   231.000   383.000    95.000
2011 Returning Visitor feed     |   100.000   187.000    20.000
2011 Returning Visitor organic  |   528.000   842.000   249.000
2011 Returning Visitor referral |   291.000   751.000    90.000
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                                | 14275.000 19955.000 12703.000

I tried hard to read those numbers and wrote some queries which might shed some light. The problem is I dont really know what I want to see.

2   No numbers

Personal blog. Thats a keyword. Its personal and if I try to use some numbers to explain or to do whatsoever action, then its very pathetic that I need to go to that step.

While in the process of unknown, I thought maybe I should just stop. Its either bad or good, its a stage. Why should I continue if I dont really understand why I am doing? Why not stop?

But stop what?

I told myself, wait until February ends. I did and its March.

I told myself, dont post until I have a conclusion. I still posted and I probably posted around 20 posts.

Trying to make a sense out of something, but that is just chaotic.

Midway of what?